It’s hard to see people change, specially when u miss the way they treated u before.

This isn’t a game but you played my feelings pretty well.

I’ve been treating those important people as a priority but I never been received the same energy &
always ended up like an option.

Cold christmas, cold night, cold feelings and cold conversation.

You’ll never understand my pain until it happens to you. So, you can’t always say that I should move on ’cause I’m already trying.

when tinkerbell said

“if you have to choose between me and her, choose her. because if you really loved me, there wouldn’t be another choice”
i felt that.

Stop checking your exes social media,
they don’t even think of you…

Everything is going to be alright thats
what my therapist said …

I want to go to the place where I can
shout all the pain and cry out all the tears.

Ignoring me is the simplest thing that will make me hurt so much.

What are we? I don’t understand our relationship. Sometimes, we’re friends. Sometimes, we’re more than friends. And sometimes, I’m just a stranger to you. One minute, you’re talking to me as if I’m someone special and the next minute, you’re talking to me like I’m nothing for you. One day, you pay so much attention to me and then, the next day, you completely ignore me.

To Those Who Were Broken In The Form Of Love:

“I have no idea how much it hurts for you, being left out by the person whom you’ve dreamt and planned your future with. Neither have I the idea of what other things are circulating through your mind, except of one— you still want to get that person back in your life, even if it hurts you too much. Because you still think that person was destined for you, and the one you prayed for despite what he/she already did to you.

Don’t you think it’s too unfair? There you are, still covered with a mask of loneliness and can’t breathe properly at your confined space. While the person who hurt you, is probably happy somewhere now and has no concern about how you feel.

And who’s fault it is? You. That person may be responsible for the pain, but the aftermath of it are already your choices.

Honey, sometimes, you need to let things go, in order for them to be in their rightful places and also you. We have to embrace the reality that some people were just meant to us pass by, to teach us a remarkable lessons.

Lastly, conserve yourself for the one who’ll truly love you and remember that you were not born for only the purpose of loving those who’ve hurt you, so move forward. You have a long way to go, but just like any other journey that accompanied with pain— at the end, it’ll all be worth it.”

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I’m falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the person I am, isn’t me.

One day, you will search for me to say sorry
but believe me, that will be too late.

I want to save anyone from sadness,
yet I couldn’t even save myself from it.

dear music, earphone, and pillow thank you for always be there for me when the world feels me like a trash.